My 30th Birthday

So it's my 30th birthday. I didn't have a party hat, so this cup will have to do. But I didn't have a party or do anything special. I just don't know anyone in Portland to celebrate with. It's lonely and frustrating. That's why the blog doesn't get updated as much anymore - I'm not doing that much. Go to school. Go home. Teach some drum lessons. Go home. This isn't how I hoped Portland would turn out. I don't like posting negative things, so I just don't put anything up at all. But it's my birthday so I should say something. So thanks to the people who said happy birthday on Facebook. It made me feel better. But I'm not happy with how things are here and even less happy that I'm 30 now. I feel like I'm running out of time to turn things around.